Operation

Today i have an operation near to my ear in a hospital at kuantan...
Actually, it is the 3rd time to do this kind of operation...
this time i go alone with no fear...
mayb it is a 3rd time & in tis 2 week my life was very mess...
study week- no water supply + dirty water...
exam week- infection + headache + operation...
wat a life...im like a dead man walking...
im jz doing wat i need to do with no feeling...
no anxious to face exam,
no fear to face operation,
mayb im tired&despair with wat hav happen
but im keep on believe the situation will change...

During the operation, i notice the doctor is a young & buetiful women~
the drug tat doctor used was not strong,
i can feel the blade is cutting me & the doctor push out the ichor...
the operation take time about 5 minit...
omg...it is very pain...
the doctor talk a lot with me during d operation,
& im hardly to answer she...
i feel i wanna to scream when i open my mouth...
its really hard to control our tone when some1 is cutting us(=.=)~

2moro & sunday im still need go to gambang clinic to wash my wound...
monday is my last paper...
i hope i can proceed the exam cause i dun wan to stay here...
i wanna go back my hometown & heal my wound & rest
hopefully after tat my wound will b ok...
its really hard to stand with the pain~

if its fate tat now is my hard time then i will stubbornly go against the stream...
like En.Hamzah said its a test in my life
3.45am...sleep loooo
happy go lucky...2moro will be a better day~~