then i will be leave to shanghai, china.
dun neo y.
when ppl tell me shanghai star hav enough fund to go ad.
d ppl looking at me, i think he is expecting me will jump up and say hooray.
but im nt.
i jz feel relief and jz scorn to put on a smile.
y im acting like this???
... ... ... ...
no other reason, im so tired ad...
no mood at all to feel happy~ but im still thankful to those ppl that help us...
from last year Nov, i work hard until now~~~
3 month times, many thing happen, even argue among our fren~
a group of fren get together to run a program...
it should be lots of happiness in d process.
but this shanghai star ZZZZZ...
its jz make u neo yr fren more deeply...
so guess i wat neo~~~
and also for other fren nt involve~
ppl only neo wat u gain bt they wont see how much u give in~~~
haiz....sad case~~
like d song~
"its hard to believe me, it never gets easy
i guess i knew that all along
if u believe its in my soul
i'd say all the words that i know"