Wednesday, March 31, 2010

做不成男女朋友,做个特别的朋友

两个可能彼此相爱、喜欢的人,
但是,又不属于友情、爱情、亲情中的任何一种,
彼此不能成为男女朋友,只能做个特别的朋友……

也许是为了朋友之间的义气,不能归属。
也许是为了顾及家人的意见,不能归位。
也许是为了自己的前程,不能承诺。
也许是相遇太早,还不懂得珍惜对方。
也许是相遇太晚,彼此身边已经有了另一个人。
也许是回头太迟,对方已不再等待。
也许彼此在捉摸对方的心,而迟迟无法跨出界线……

不过即使没在一起,
彼此仍能找到塌实的感觉,
仍然会保持不隶属任何一种感情的关系。
但是彼此心底清楚,
对这个人,你比朋友还多了一份关心。
因为有了彼此,心里总是被幸福塞的满满的……

即使不能彼此名正言顺的牵着手逛街,
还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。
彼此有喜欢的人,口头上会说不吃醋,
心里却会觉得胃疼……
对方遇到困难时,
会尽全力伸出援助之手,
不会计较谁又欠了谁。
对方生病了,
会缴尽脑汁找药方,
恨不得变成护士,陪伴在身旁……

每个人这辈子,
心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友,
很矛盾的行为。
一开始可能不甘心只做朋友的,
但久了,突然发现这样最好。
宁愿这样关心对方的心情,
总好过彼此生活在一起受伤害……

做不成男女朋友,
当个特别的朋友,
有什么不好呢?
你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢
很多的感情,
都败在了现实的面前……
友情可以演变成为爱情,
爱情最终进化成为亲情,
彼此就将友情直接进步到亲情……
人生不过百年……
能牵手的时候,请别只是肩并肩,
能拥抱的时候,请别只是手牵手,
能在一起的时候,请别轻易分开,
能成为红颜知己,请别刻意离开!
珍惜彼此之间塌实的感觉

by Jian Li

以上的字读了真的有感觉,
因为我的理性一直都赢了感性那一面。
爱情对我来说不能是一切,
我是独子,我的母亲是单亲。还有我的家人呢?
我不能只想到自己,我还要想想他们。
至今已单身超过两年了, 机会不是没有,喜欢的不是没有,
但还是放弃尝试,不是忘不了旧爱而是太多顾虑了。

就像谢霆锋唱的
“那些想太多的人有生之年都不会明白,
因为爱所以爱,温柔经不起安排。。。
因为爱所以爱,感情不必拿来慷慨。。。”

但是唱得那么好听,现实多少人能做到不顾一切?
爱情可以跨越家人?
爱情可以跨越现实里人类对金钱眼光?




Sunday, March 28, 2010

I answer myself

i break it^^
sohai kk4 admin block student to sign in blogspot,
but i hav break into by using hotspot shield.
wahahaha...u cant stop me

o(∩_∩)o

idiot. piss off!

now, im very messy....im moody
Im bcame very2 lazy, i dun study.
i feels worry everyday cause so many thing i dun understand.
i always ask myself...is it i bcame like tis bcause i get 2 time dins??
my ans surely is im nt satisfied yet... but now my action is nt went along with my thinking...
i dun study...tats the problem...jiat lat lo@@

Furthermore, these few day i face a very big problem...
it make me lose my focus...i cant register my name for nx sem hostel...wtf
tis really make me lose control...
i cant hide myself...i slang to those admin every time i thing about it
every sem i nd to face hostel problems.

-1st sem a mf indian rob my place in the room where is register under my name...
the bastard jz can do so bcause his old man is a sergeant and his mother keep telephone the admin to stop me take any action...as a result, i need to accept tis ridiculous ending...
at that times, i dun tell this to my parent bcause i feel i ad big enough n i need to settle it myself.
jz take this as a challenge and bcame an experience.
but i will never 4get.
i really wonder is it my uni's hostel regulations is jz a joke so tat the admin can do jz wat they like...
the admin really make me cant respect to them, they don have their principle...
so i would like to give them a title--->"a troop of dogs and bitchs" and they can rules on the kk1....hahaha....sory cause i tulan liao...

-3rd sem, a black history for my uni...
if im nt mistake there are hundred of students are homeless...
the student a tat moment jz like a begger , an illegal indon or a bengalese
wat a bad scene and im 1 of the unlucky 1...
i still can remember the staff's face...
who with his charming face smiling to me while he is say this word:
anda x ade bilik, kk4 lum siap bina lg, skrg pilih 1 ruang tamu di kk2 dan tinggal di sana...ruang tamu itu akan dikongsi 2 org"
then he smile again n say" anda akan disedia 1 tilam shj"
then, after the admin promise and eat their word again n again X N times...
student are given to move in kk4 tat are still short of facilities...speechless
... ...WTF...student are jz deserve this after they pay their fees...students have been fooling.

now, i cant register a room for nx sem...
after i rush n rush to various of department to make complain.
a officer promise me will follow up my problem n promise me a room to stay nx sem...
but i still worry, cant i dun???
they dun folo the rules to manage,
they dun keep their promise,
n i... ... dun have the courage to make the assumption...a gloomy future~~
im questioning their ability to manage this huge amount of student.

my uni....uXp
"university merempat pelajar"
"university memain pelajar"
haha...lolx,i read this in others blog n fb...
i agree but not all...my uni are lousy but nt every part in my uni are lousy
at least some of my lecture are lovely n helpful
sincerely, i have learn something here...
my uni is a good place to get education!!!
i nd to say this bcause i will be graduate from here....haha...lolx.

















Monday, December 14, 2009

back again... ...

im back again... ...to post sumting~~
my result com out ad~~~
huhu... ... jz lucky to get 3.5~~
happy to get 3.5 +
sad to 1st class honor seem to be apart from me ad~~

1st class aaaaa... ...i like u very much leh...
get 1st class dun nd pay ptptn mah~~
nx sem must +U+U liao...
hopefully i can really +U@@

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

is it really something in my room???

Last 2 night,
my roomate sleep on my left side told me,
"he was compressed by sumthing in the night"
he say he cant make any voice even he open his mouth,
and he saw some shadow flying in our room...
he scare & keep saying jesus word.
oh my god...
then, last night...
my roomate sleep on my right side told me,
he had nightmare, he dream some1 compress he, 2 times...
then he say: im scare & keep saying go find cheng, dun kacao me...
wat a friend he is???

Saturday, September 26, 2009

this song got the meaning~

海鸣威&咏儿—你的承诺

乌云遮蔽了天空
窗外又是阴雨时候
伞下的恋人中
不再有你我手牵手
一切过了太久

我们的十字路口
下一站是谁在等候
你我的方向盘却向着
相反的彼岸
终点还是分开

告别你我离开之后
这回忆可以保留
当初那美好的感动
你说你记住了
不为彼此难过
过各自的生活

oh baby~

你答应我的我都记得
但是你却忘了你的承诺
不是说好了彼此都不在联络
谁都别再犯错
是我的固执让你难过
但是分手却也无法选择
我走了以后
你要好好生活
不要想我 也别再哭了
不要想我 也别再~~~~~

Friday, September 25, 2009

R不想安慰了,不好意识~

前一晚,R的ex又约他见面。
R告诉ex明早他要回学校了,行李也还没收拾。
但ex坚持还驾车到他家。
当时晚上差不多11时,ex在R的家外面等。
R才知道ex买了新车, 咳,R都还没有车叻。。。
R上车后ex问要去哪里。
靠!ex约了人都没想好要去那里的。
最后选了24小时营业的店去喝杯水算了。
聊到靠近一点就回了。
回家后R还一直收到ex的信息。
信息内容———〉跟你聊天后心情好了,现在还单身,一直以来过得都不开心之类。
R只随便安慰几句罢了。
其实R并不想跟EX再见面的了。
因为不想听到EX分手后的生活怎么过。
如果听到开心的还好, 但如果是不开心的真的不想知道。
会觉得对不起,
也因为R只当EX只是认识过的人,
不想安慰了。
R已经找到新的生活目标。
虽然一个人,但也不怎么样。
就希望EX也能这样吧。

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

朋友写的‘诗’

夜是夜,雨是雨,
忘不忘,记不记?
爱似伤,并不伤,
一个人的黑夜 一个人的天空
一颗寂静的心 不放的手
思念似眼 望着夜梦

风是风,云是云
吹不走,飘不散
离越久,情越深
一段情的悲痛 一个人去承受
一片浪漫的心 痴情的爱
过去的美 只在夜梦。